Wave

I've been quite content with my life at the moment. 

These first four days of 2016 have been good to me.

But it's currently 3:05 am, and my mood has changed dramatically...

It seems that a wave of sadness has just stricken over me.

I'm not aware of the reason, but my heart feels numb.

And i don't know how to fix it

please help.

Table For One

I've been pulled into unfamiliar territory

And I don't know how to react

Im not sure if I'm lost or if I'm exactly where I need to be

I'm scared, optimistic, hopeful for something that I might not attain

This uncertainty has become a heavy weight,

But maybe I should just let the world take care of it

Do I think I'm crazy?

I believe that we all inhabit a bit of "crazy" in us. 

We all have this secret life that no one is allowed to see but ourselves. 

We might let a few in on the secret, but don't dare to show them. 

Why?

I don't know

maybe it's because we're scared, 

maybe it's because this bit is the only truest form of ourselves left in this life. 

We cling onto this "bit of crazy" because we know that once it's gone, so are we. 

                                     - Dua