Tunage Time!

You can say I have a LARGE variety of music genres.  I was thinking that every month I would see if i can post my  favorite things Ive used for the month.  For the music portion for the month of November, so far, I've been obsessed with Lorde's album "Pure Heroine"

My favourite songs right now from the album is Tennis Court and Team which I'll link below!

Tennis Court:

Team:                                                          

Glory and Gore:

Denim and Sonic Yellow

Denim Shirt: Urban Outfitters, Plain white tee: Target, Cargo Khaki Pants: (anywhere! probably target, i think), Shoes: KD VI (Sonic Yellow/Mid Navy-Tropical)

I'm  back with a another post for the lovely gentlemen. Thanks for my brother modelling for me again! I can honestly say i always see my brother wearing either this outfit or something similar to it. Good thing it  isn't  ugly or id be  embarrassed  to go anywhere out with him! 

SWEATER SEASON!

Shirt: Target, Pants: Forever 21, Belt: H&M, Shoes: Puma, Jacket: (ill have to get back to you), Necklace: (Egypt). Purse: Splash

The best season EVER has arrived! It's FINALLY Autumn everyone!! i  absolutely  love love love layering my clothes and wearing jackets and sweaters. And dont get me started on the beautiful deep colors that come with the season! Have a  wonderful  Autumn everyone! xoxo

Eid Holiday

Say hi to my niece Nadya!

Shirt: H&M, Pants: Splash, Belt: H&M, Scarf: Laila Rowe, Shoes: Gussini, Necklace: (Egypt), Head Jewelry(Actually a bracelet): Boutique in Qatar

So it was Eid Al Adha Yesterday, so Eid Mubarak to all my fellow  Muslims! Other than getting to skip school, we had a nice family get-together. Thats always fun right? well most of the time. I decided to embrace my Arabian culture and wear a turban and some loose fitting clothes to give a more comfortable "free" look.

Here's to the guys

Alright so i wanted to reach out to not only women but the guys as well. So here's my brother modelling an "all white" piece. 

Am i a withering rose?

I wanted to use this blog as an escape from most of my reality. The hardships in particular. Some might say "but Dua you're only a teenager what hardships are you possibly going through besides meeting bedtime requirements on a school night?" i would be saying the same thing but sometimes I feel like nothing. On some days I feel extremely unattractive to the point where I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. I've never been comfortable in my own skin. When people say they wish they could go back to their childhood days I always disagree because I was just as insecure then as I am now. Now I can't say I always feel like this because I dont, some days I feel like the prettiest I can ever be, but other days its like what I'm feeling right now, horendous. On top of that I sometimes feel like I have no friends like there's no one I can turn to.  Idk if I'm going to keep this posted I originally didn't want to post this in the first place because I hate those people who always post things about their struggles and insecurities for attention. And trust me I don't want anyone sympathy I just wanted to put this out somewhere besides inside my head. I'm not going to do anything stupid like some others who go to the extreme when feeling depressed trust me I'm not that saddened. Idk Ihave an extreme love hate relationship with mmy own emotions. I should really be going to bed now, its a school night and its definitely passed my bed time. Goodnight my lovelies-sincerely Dua xoxo

To my little town,

Full of many local opportunities,
i've grown up here.
Staying here for the rest of my life?
i don't know.
sometimes you crave spontaneity
different people, different styles, different atmosphere
We all need a change in our lives.
I sure do,
one day hopefully.
One day i can break out of my shell.
Do i what i really want, 

without any restrictions.
Be happy and free.
Not being afraid of how the world sees me, 

how people view me.
Living with insecurity is something no one wants
so why do we?
I dont know.

Be spontaneous, do something different
It can change you,
hopefully one day i can leave this little town,

 and go onto bigger and better things.

something new?

Hi! so my name is Dua and i am 17 and a senior in High School. I've always wanted to have a hobby besides being on some social network but now i have a legitimate reason to be on the computer aha! I really do hope to anyone who views will love or at least slightly like what my blog has to offer. Thank you, see you soon! xoxo